It seems you can never be thin enough

Some bug got into me today, just felt like blogging. I want to rant about thinness.
It seems that in Singapore, a girl just can't be thin enough. Read SPG's blog and I agree that S'pore men seem to like ultra super skinny girls. No matter how skinny you are, if they don't like you, you're not skinny enough. Even if they like you, there will still be another girl skinnier.

I'm SICK AND TIRED of girls saying how fat they are when they're actually stick thin. I'm sick of barely veiled references to how fat they are- I KNOW YOU THINK YOU ARE FAT, DO YOU NEED TO REMIND ME THAT YOU THINK YOU ARE FAT WHEN I'M HEAVIER THAN YOU?
I'm sick of bird like eating. Why can't just people be confident and proud of themselves? NO! it has to be "Oh, i'm not good enough, I'm lousy"" and its fake!

I read the blog of a western girl, actually she's a high class prostitue. She's highly intelligent with an art degree, reads War and Peace by Leo Tolsky(have you even heard of this book?) and she writes extremely well. She portrays an unassuming confidence and self-assurance that I envy. So from today onwards, I am just going to ignore all jibes about weight and success. These comments do not deserve my attention. If Singaporean men don't like me, I can always fuck any Ang moh later in life.

note: i know i'll have offended people and there will be people who are offended. SO even if I say that I'm not referring to anybody, SOME people just want to be offended. IF you are offended, do be kind enough to pick your bones with me(do you know the meaning of this idomatic saying?), and not give me hissy looks behind my back.

THank YOU. And now I feel so much better.

Its National Day and I don't feel like studying

OK. Something to express what I've been feeling for the past few weeks. I HATE STUDYING.
I am sick and tired and sick and tired of studying. Studying seems meaningless and tiring, I dunno, there are just some days when i feel like hiding under the bed covers and sleeping just so that I can avoid thinking.
I HATE STUDYING!!!! ARGH!